The Killings

One night and two dreams of committing murder, one in self-defense, the second in revenge.

I was in an apartment complex, where I wasn't too familiar with the surroundings. If I wanted to go to the diner or anywhere else, I had to walk right behind other people so that I wouldn't lose the way. Still, I got lost and went outside by accident. There were small wilderness areas connected to each other and after walking around a little bit, I was faced with a wild board. It instantly started running towards me. A few times I managed to kick it back using sort of a kick with two legs while being in the air (I don't know if there's a name for that). I ran away, I got through a fence but still the boar managed to get through. I grabbed something sharp and when it got close I started poking its eye and thus trying to kill it. While I was doing it and the boar was dying, several people started to walk near me as if they appeared out of nowhere. They only witnessed me apparently torturing an animal and I wouldn't be able to make an excuse.

In the second dream my sociopath ex-girlfriend really wanted to see me and when I declined, she broke into my house with some sort of a laser pistol but I managed to grab it from her. She ran away and after some time I saw her in a room with some other women. I could aim the pistol at her, so I did and I shot. The laser wasn't very strong but it did burn the skin slowly. I watched her running around, parts of her face getting slowly burned by the laser, her eyelids becoming red as I was trying to kill her. I was horrified by what I was doing. I only wanted to end her life quickly but instead, because the laser was weak, I was torturing her, plus frightening the women around her that didn't know what was going on. I felt that if I didn't finish what I was doing, she would get revenge but the pain I was causing was too much for me to take.