I knew that this apparition was going
to visit. I didn't know when and where, though. A haunted house that
had quite large simple windows from which a dark gray clear sky was
seen was where I arrived. There I noticed two children sitting on the
floor of one very spacious room. One of the children started crawling
behind a wardrobe in one of the corners in the room. I walked up to
this child, held its arms and tried to comfort it by saying that
there is nothing wrong going on. At this moment I started feeling
that I was really comforting myself. I also noticed that the child
was actually a rubber doll but nevertheless I felt that a spirit of
an innocent little kid was making this doll move and it didn't scare
me at all... For some reason it felt natural. What did start to scare
me was the presence I started to feel somewhere above me. I knew that
it was the apparition of the unknown woman that I so much feared. It
was behind me and I was very scared to turn around. I got on my knees
and intended to beg her for something at the same time as I slowly
started to turn my back. When I saw her face, she gave out a horrible
scream and looked more frightening than anything I've ever laid eyes
upon. The shriek stormed through every bit of my being, it seemed
like she knew everything about me.
When I woke up, I recalled that I
called the doll girl “Lilly”. I know that it is, phonetically at
least, the name of a character in a movie in which my favorite young
actress played.. But it's also the name of a child I knew that lived
for a single day. Her grave I failed to visit.
