The Killings

One night and two dreams of committing murder, one in self-defense, the second in revenge.

I was in an apartment complex, where I wasn't too familiar with the surroundings. If I wanted to go to the diner or anywhere else, I had to walk right behind other people so that I wouldn't lose the way. Still, I got lost and went outside by accident. There were small wilderness areas connected to each other and after walking around a little bit, I was faced with a wild board. It instantly started running towards me. A few times I managed to kick it back using sort of a kick with two legs while being in the air (I don't know if there's a name for that). I ran away, I got through a fence but still the boar managed to get through. I grabbed something sharp and when it got close I started poking its eye and thus trying to kill it. While I was doing it and the boar was dying, several people started to walk near me as if they appeared out of nowhere. They only witnessed me apparently torturing an animal and I wouldn't be able to make an excuse.

In the second dream my sociopath ex-girlfriend really wanted to see me and when I declined, she broke into my house with some sort of a laser pistol but I managed to grab it from her. She ran away and after some time I saw her in a room with some other women. I could aim the pistol at her, so I did and I shot. The laser wasn't very strong but it did burn the skin slowly. I watched her running around, parts of her face getting slowly burned by the laser, her eyelids becoming red as I was trying to kill her. I was horrified by what I was doing. I only wanted to end her life quickly but instead, because the laser was weak, I was torturing her, plus frightening the women around her that didn't know what was going on. I felt that if I didn't finish what I was doing, she would get revenge but the pain I was causing was too much for me to take.  

The scream that knows you

I knew that this apparition was going to visit. I didn't know when and where, though. A haunted house that had quite large simple windows from which a dark gray clear sky was seen was where I arrived. There I noticed two children sitting on the floor of one very spacious room. One of the children started crawling behind a wardrobe in one of the corners in the room. I walked up to this child, held its arms and tried to comfort it by saying that there is nothing wrong going on. At this moment I started feeling that I was really comforting myself. I also noticed that the child was actually a rubber doll but nevertheless I felt that a spirit of an innocent little kid was making this doll move and it didn't scare me at all... For some reason it felt natural. What did start to scare me was the presence I started to feel somewhere above me. I knew that it was the apparition of the unknown woman that I so much feared. It was behind me and I was very scared to turn around. I got on my knees and intended to beg her for something at the same time as I slowly started to turn my back. When I saw her face, she gave out a horrible scream and looked more frightening than anything I've ever laid eyes upon. The shriek stormed through every bit of my being, it seemed like she knew everything about me.

When I woke up, I recalled that I called the doll girl “Lilly”. I know that it is, phonetically at least, the name of a character in a movie in which my favorite young actress played.. But it's also the name of a child I knew that lived for a single day. Her grave I failed to visit.  

Is rape legal in dreams?

Ok, so these are pretty sick dreams that I really hope will not become reality. 

In one I was enjoying rape. Yes, just plain old no-strings-attached rape and it was a lot of fun, actually. In this dream I knew I was dreaming, so I decided to do things I wouldn't dream of... I mean - I wouldn't do in reality. I felt that I was lying in my bed, so walking was kind of different. I started running after one girl (she was of age in this case, wait till I describe the other one) and after she failed to escape I started touching her everywhere. She felt pretty much like the quilt I was sleeping in, so it wasn't such an amazing experience as it was supposed to be. Do know - I am not in any way supporting rape as such but this was just a dream and it didn't really feel like rape... more like catching girls in public where everyone could see it and touching them. The moment I caught one, she wasn't doing anything to stop me... just stopped moving. I hope this didn't turn into necrophilia at this point. 

In another dream I had contact with some underage exotic looking girls. They were driving around in a shabby vehicle made of leaves (?). I arrived with the most modern and smart looking van one could imagine. They loved it, so they went inside of their own free will and seemed really happy. Luckily I woke up at this point. It's no fun being arrested even in your dreams. "Hey, officer - but they liked it" "What?" "They liked my van." 

A lot of guys have these kinds of dreams, just not many are crazy enough to share them. Well, you're welcome. 

Out of body invisible self

I had some out of body experiences in the past in my dreams. This usually happened when I dozed off on the couch and because of the position I was lying in, there was pressure at the back of my head. I remember a drawing of an out-of-body experience where the "ghost" of the sleeping person was directly connected by a thin line.. to the back of the person's head.

There were times when I couldn't wake up and had dream after dream where I saw what was near me before going to sleep, tried to move my limbs but I couldn't. I once stood up and went a few steps towards the mirror in the hall. There was no reflection there but I felt my own presence to be quite terrifying. Luckily I woke up from it.

Knowing the future in the unreal world

I had a dream in which I was somehow becoming more and more aware of the precise events that were going to take place in my surroundings. When I think of it, it was both pretty hilarious and pretty scary. Two bus drivers had a master plan. They've decided that there are too many busses going around the town and that the buses they drive are making work difficult for one another. So... they concluded that they're going to crash into each other in a way that would destroy the busses and possibly kill the people inside but let them, the drivers, survive. They carried out their plan before my eyes. One bus crashed into the other's side. I knew this would happen, so I said out loud "I knew this would happen". The people at the bus looked at me and bestowed upon me quite surprised facial expressions.  

The train arrives

This one is not a dream with a fully-developed plot but it reminded me of a time when I heard that we have a higher level of awareness during sleeping.

In the real world a parcel was supposed to be delivered to my house and the mailman phoned at about 9 AM that he'll be in an hour. I was still kind of tired, so I went back to sleep. I dreamed about going on a train and waiting for... a mailman to bring me a parcel. The train was going pretty fast but at one point it started reaching its stop and exactly at the moment when it arrived at a station and a mailman was supposed to get in, the real mailman knocked on my door and woke me up.

Premonitions... Wish I saw them so vividly each time.

The dark figure in my block

That's right, I live in a block as many people do. One of my neighbors below has a young daughter that sometimes sees things that aren't there. No doctor has been able to help her but I believe that may be because of the state of our medical service. I discovered her problem when I decided to go down because of the constant screaming that suggested that someone was being hurt..

Today my dream revolved around... the nearest surroundings before going to sleep. Half-conscious I heard the girl's screams again. I stood up from the bed and in the corridor I noticed that the door to my flat was unlocked. I was terrified as I felt and later saw a dark silhouette in the house. I ran out and knocked as hard as I could on the door belonging to the neighbor opposite me. My knocking made no sound and even the usually cheerful neighbor's dog didn't bark. I started running downstairs and decided to knock on the door of the neighbor below me. Then suddenly I woke up.

There were quite a few deaths in my block resulting from various health problems.